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major_westI've been here for nearly two years now, and while others may have seen results, I have not. It's become clear to me that no matter what course I'd have taken, the end result would have been the same: they live. My men and I die. Perhaps, if I had been a better man-- by whatever metric you wardens measure it by-- I'd have had no second chance at all. My death would have brought peace, a darkness, whatever it is those who do not end up on the Barge receive... and nothing more.
In light of that, I must admit that I've even less reason to repent. I'm quite attached to consciousness, to simply being and feeling alive, even if it's in death here.
Survival is all that matters.
In light of that, I must admit that I've even less reason to repent. I'm quite attached to consciousness, to simply being and feeling alive, even if it's in death here.
Survival is all that matters.
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GODDAMN LOGIC
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Date: 2010-02-01 04:41 pm (UTC)And stop saying "repent". If it was just about "repenting" then you could just say you're sorry and leave, and you wouldn't even be here anymore.
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Date: 2010-02-01 06:59 pm (UTC)REFORM, then.
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Date: 2010-02-01 07:37 pm (UTC)You don't know what their fates were beyond death, you don't know there was nothing for them, and you don't know they won't wind up in a place like this if they haven't already. You don't have a right to know. And given your track record? I would be surprised if that information wasn't being kept purposefully from you.
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Date: 2010-02-01 08:45 pm (UTC)Why would it be kept deliberately?
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Date: 2010-02-01 08:49 pm (UTC)Fine. Deflate her anger balloon. You spoilsport.
Date: 2010-02-01 08:52 pm (UTC)But in the meantime, hope is good for you, Henry.
VICTORY
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Date: 2010-02-01 08:57 pm (UTC)It's like that old story. About the man who tried to bring his wife back to life. He played the harp. I don't know. But when he led her up out of the grave he wasn't allowed to look back to see if she was following. He had to believe she was or he'd just lose her.
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