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I've been here for nearly two years now, and while others may have seen results, I have not. It's become clear to me that no matter what course I'd have taken, the end result would have been the same: they live. My men and I die. Perhaps, if I had been a better man-- by whatever metric you wardens measure it by-- I'd have had no second chance at all. My death would have brought peace, a darkness, whatever it is those who do not end up on the Barge receive... and nothing more.

In light of that, I must admit that I've even less reason to repent. I'm quite attached to consciousness, to simply being and feeling alive, even if it's in death here.

Survival is all that matters.
From: [identity profile] inhumandog.livejournal.com
I have one final question for you, however.

Do you really believe that, if you leave this Barge, the only option is to die?
From: [identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com
I have no home to return to, so it would seem that the best option for me is to "retire" to a world somewhere and wait to die all over again. At least here, there is the assurance that I'd come back.
Edited Date: 2010-02-01 02:50 am (UTC)

Private - Iago's not complaining about it now XD

Date: 2010-02-01 02:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] inhumandog.livejournal.com
That does seem quite unappealing.

Especially as I have nowhere to go, either.

Private

Date: 2010-02-01 04:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com
What do you intend to do about that, then? The wardens insist that the best option is to become one of them.

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Date: 2010-02-01 10:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] inhumandog.livejournal.com
I would rather not answer that. This conversation is already too dangerous.

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