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major_westI've been here for nearly two years now, and while others may have seen results, I have not. It's become clear to me that no matter what course I'd have taken, the end result would have been the same: they live. My men and I die. Perhaps, if I had been a better man-- by whatever metric you wardens measure it by-- I'd have had no second chance at all. My death would have brought peace, a darkness, whatever it is those who do not end up on the Barge receive... and nothing more.
In light of that, I must admit that I've even less reason to repent. I'm quite attached to consciousness, to simply being and feeling alive, even if it's in death here.
Survival is all that matters.
In light of that, I must admit that I've even less reason to repent. I'm quite attached to consciousness, to simply being and feeling alive, even if it's in death here.
Survival is all that matters.
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Date: 2010-02-01 02:34 am (UTC)I can't believe I'm even saying thisThey were soldiers, Henry. Charged with the defense of their nation and people. If anyone should be expected to maintain some modicum of human decency for their fellow man in a crisis it should be them, and it is not a betrayal to have that expectation! If that's not a standard you can hold then you have no providence to maintain your commission!
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Date: 2010-02-01 04:39 pm (UTC)And no, I wasn't shot-- that is, he wasn't shot. He was stuck with a bayonet. It was no less traumatic than what happened to me.
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